Saturday, 7 April 2012

April 5

April 5

            Got up and prayed with David and the team before leaving to Akko (about one and a half hours north of Tel-Aviv on the Mediterranean).  All in all, like I keep saying, our brief stay at the shelter was a period of considerable character growth.  I realized that I’m not nearly as tough or hardy as I thought I was.  I realized that I’m probably much too comfortable.  I realized that I’m incredibly thankful for material comforts.  I realized that it’s easy to idolize comfort.  I realized that sometimes Jesus requires us to abandon our comforts to follow Him wherever He leads (as wondrously demonstrated by David and co.).  Most of all, I realized how privileged I really am.  The women who come to rest at the shelter are battered and bruised, fatigued and stressed, hopeless and forlorn.  Most of them are heavily addicted to drugs.  To feed their habit many of them sell their bodies, sleeping with up to 30 ‘clients’ per day.  Wandering the streets, and totally exposed, many of them are beaten and raped and even mugged by other addicts desperate for a fix.  On the walls in the main room at the shelter some of the ‘regular’s’ pictures are framed and posted.  Many of these women are skin and bones.  They look pretty rough…
            So, God’s grace is amazing.  I can’t say I understand it, but I can say I’m extremely thankful for it.  Not only has Jesus saved me from an eternal Death, but He has also raised me to an eternal, abundant, purposeful life.  I feel so FULL.  There is joy, peace, hope.  I’ve been spared from so much pain and calamity.  Not only am I liberated spiritually, but I have also been blessed materially – born into a loving family in a prosperous nation; good education, world traveler; drugs and alcohol never a problem; no real broken relationships; loyal friends, etc., etc.  I am SO undeserving!  I want to spread this great grace and mercy of Christ to the glory of God wherever I go, whatever I do…
            Took the train to Akko.  Saw lots of conscripted soldiers apparently catching the train home (everybody’s going home for Passover – starts tomorrow).  Most of them are our age – I’d say between 20 and 25.  Most carrying their machine guns strapped loosely around their shoulders.  A lot of people carry guns here – quite militaristic.  Guess that’s understandable.  They’re pretty much always under constant threat.
            Arrived in Akko.  Our friend Hani wasn’t there to pick us up right away so I used a girl’s cell phone and he came shortly after – miscommunication I guess.  He’s actually a pastor.  He took us to the church we’re staying at.  We left our heavy bags and hit the streets to discover our new surroundings.  Akko is a wonderful little place.  It’s easy to get around on foot.  There is a lengthy boardwalk along the water.  Lots of tide pools along the shore.  We saw the rotting skeleton of a sea turtle washed up on the beach – disgusting.
            Had shwarma and falafel for lunch.  Basically just moseyed about and breathed many deep sighs of relief.  Tel-Aviv is a bit too big for me, and I certainly wasn’t ready for the shelter.  God’s still working on me and stretching me.  I do pray for David and co.  for energy and perseverance – it’s such a battleground in that neighborhood, both physically and spiritually…
            Went to a really neat food market in an open warehouse.  Bought lots of beautiful fruits and veggies and prunes to stay more regular.  Got a free lemon and kiwi from one of the vendors we bought from.  Got some pita and hummus and brought that and some of our veggies to the seaside, sat on a bench facing the water, and watched contentedly as the sun underwent its color changes from blazing yellow to burning orange.  It slid down from the top and finally fell nearly unnoticed into someone else’s day.  We watched carefree children play unsupervised and walked along the boardwalk under a glorious full moon.  Now that today’s over I think I finally realize that I’m in Israel. 

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