Saturday, 19 May 2012

The Journey Between Jordan : Hidden

 ** Sorry this one is a bit late as we are in Egypt... but check it out**

  
The Journey Between: Hidden
            Jordan for me has been an eye opener into the lives of women in a Muslim country. Although I have encountered women from this faith many times and have been around them, each time I learn more and more.
            In Jordan women are mostly covered. The more strict women wear a head shawl, long shirts that cover their elbows, and a long dress or skirt that comes to their ankles. Some women wear “Western” clothes with their head shawl (still elbows and ankles covered though- perhaps with jeans and a long sleeve shirt). Some women even are covered completely by a burka, all you can see of them is just their eyes through a small slit in their head covering, and most women in burkas even wear gloves on their hands! To not wear some sort of head covering brings about a lot of hassling and comments not only from men but also from other women.
            An American woman we stayed with gave me some insight into this. Her friend, a local Jordanian woman, was surprisingly not forced by her husband to wear the head shawl, and for most of her years she didn’t wear one. It wasn’t until recently that she started to wear one; only for the sake of “shutting up” the women around her who kept nagging her and trying to convince her (out of modesty?) to wear the head covering. Her husband didn’t talk to her for one week. This is one of the few cases where a husband supports his wife’s free identity. It is very common to have a husband who demands the woman to be covered, or, hidden.
            Most women have the “freedom” to uncover their heads in their own homes, only when a male outside of the family is not present. Also at “women’s” meetings they are allowed to dress however they like, with their heads uncovered. When they leave the house (either theirs or their friend’s) they cover back up, headscarves and long coats or dresses are put on.
            I had a very interesting experience when I was in Aqaba, Jordan. The American family we were staying with works for an organization that runs a community center in Aqaba and they have Well Fit programs for men and women. I joined in the Zumba class for women. When we got to the building and up to the workout room I was surprised to see Jordanian women uncovered and in “workout clothes”. It was like they were in another country and had obtained a sense of freedom! They were just like any other women. I felt delighted for them. That in this safe place they could truly be women without the oppression and strict rules forced on them by their culture, religion and country.
            The only sad part was, as soon as the class was over out came the headscarves, long jackets, and dresses. The freedom they experienced was only temporary. For about one hour they could have their hair showing, their arms showing and not be restricted by a tight piece of fabric around their heads and part of their faces.
            I couldn’t imagine having to wear these. However, for some women, I have heard, it becomes an easier way to escape what is happening.  For some women this custom of wearing head coverings and even burkas is a way for them to remain hidden. They can escape reality by hiding behind their “masks”. It is such a sad reality that so many women face. I heard from another American worker in Jordan that a lot of these women are faced with depression, and you can see why. They are oppressed, restricted, hidden, and treated unequally. To find “safety” and “security” from wearing a head or body covering to me seems very sad. I feel so bad and sorry for these women who are hidden from society in a sense. Most of the time you encounter men on the streets. Women are there, but they aren’t as “valued” as the men. It is the men who make the decisions and the men who lead the family. Most women aren’t even allowed to talk to men outside their family!  It is such an oppressive culture-religion.  It makes me sad for the women who are required to live under these conditions.
            Seeing these women brings so many questions to my mind. Why are these rules enforced on them? Why doesn’t someone stop it? What can I do to help? But I feel helpless. As a white-foreigner woman, who compared to them shows way too much immodesty, how can I do anything? Sometimes it is even hard to talk to some of these women, unless they are alone or are in a safe place. I am so appreciative of this organization that is enabling these women with power, freedom and life. They give them opportunities to have a safe place to chat, laugh and share their feelings. They have a business that makes jewelry and they teach the women some of these skills. They teach them English and help them with their studies. If only there were more opportunities like this for the hidden women of Jordan to partake in. But most of all, if only more would see the light of Jesus and the freedom and peace that He brings.
            It is hard for these women to come to faith in Christ because if their husbands or families find out they can be beaten, condemned and even kicked out of the family. I don’t understand how a religion (Islam) can have such oppressing rules and regulations forced upon people. I pray so hard that these women can come to find Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. I couldn’t imagine not being able to make my own decisions or being oppressed like they are. It is not right and it is not Biblical at all.
            I continue to thank God for the Christian people that He has placed in these countries so that His light may shine forth. It is such a hard place to be and even more a hard place to be a Christian worker. Especially as a “white” woman in these countries it is hard to see the oppression of the local women. It is also hard because you to some degree have to “comply” to the rules. You can’t go out dressed in a t-shirt and shorts (or worse) and expect to have respect from others. You have to “conform” in a sense to some of the rules in order to gain respect and leeway. You also don’t want to do anything that would offend the women you are trying to work with.
            I really pray for God’s love and mercy to be shown in these restrictive and oppressive places. Especially to the women, who are forced by their culture and religion to conform to the rules in place. As a Canadian, American, European etc. we take so many things for granted, even the simple things like what we can wear and when we can go out. I pray that the women in these oppressive places will come to know Christ’s love for them. There are so many hurting, scared, depressed, lonely and confused women in these Muslim cultures and I pray that Jesus will penetrate their hearts.            
            Please remember these women in your prayers. May you send a prayer out for them today; that they would experience God’s love, peace, joy, and mostly His freedom. Remember today as you go about your day to keep these women in your thoughts! May Heaven hear our prayers and send a mighty wave of God’s love to rest on these women! Also, remember to thank God for the grace and freedom He has shown you, and pray that He would reveal Himself in supernatural and natural ways to the women in Jordan!
May God’s Blessing fall on these women and may they experience a love and peace that only comes from our Father in Heaven!

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